Maureen darling your 65th birthday is tomorrow and I cannot but think we'd be in the Kilmore for a meal tomorrow evening and we'd enjoy it as we always did. We wont be there and it is a sad fact I have to live with. I love you so much and I miss you so much. Please forgive me for not trying harder to make your life even better. I know my short-comings and Lord we had good times and they count. You are the best woman any man could have been lucky enough to have as his spouse and how lucky I am to call you me darling wife my Maureen. Happy Birthday me sweetheart. Pray for me.